Things that bother me ...

There are certain things which bother me wrt SO. Probably in the normal course of things these things wouldn't bother me as much, but given the fragile nature of our relationship, it does.

SO has installed (some time ago) a compressor pump in the borewell in her farm. She's calling her sister to operate (inaugurate) the pump the first time. There's nothing wrong with any of this, but it bothers me that I was given this update only as an aside. It makes me feel left out. Sharing of events etc has become nil. :|

Status update

The last few days since the last post have been uneventful wrt to mood. Today evening (6.20) I sent SO an sms asking her to call when free, but till now there has been no call. :( Feeling let down.

Still upbeat

Went out with the Sgr team - visited all the gardens on the boulevard.
It has been very cold recently, last night it touched 0°C, now it is 3°C. Billy is now sleeping with me - keeps one warm.
Mood still upbeat despite a severe cold. May Allah give me the strength to carry on as now.

Head bath

I had a head bath today with near freezing cold water.

Silly thing I did

Last Saturday I did a very silly thing. I was walking down a hill path which had rock faces covered with dried moss. I scribed SO's and my name on such rocks all along the way - as though that is going to save the relationship. :|

Fast Finger

I suffer from Fast finger - a condition characterized by the frequent F5ing of a blog page, soon after posting a comment or posting a mail, in the expectation of a reply. Side effects - this condition has also feeds the egos of bloggers whose pages keep getting refreshed and indirectly increasing the page hits.