Approval

I always seek approval and validation for all my actions. Can't I act of my own accord and yet be happy? I shall strive for that.

Realization

The SO and I share literally no empathy with each other. It hurts to know this; the heart rebels to accept this, but that is the truth.

Recidivist

I am a Recidivist.

Man enough

Did I tell you this? SO told me this, "You are not man enough."

Fast Finger

I suffer from Fast finger - a condition characterized by the frequent F5ing of a blog page, soon after posting a comment or posting a mail, in the expectation of a reply. Side effects - this condition has also feeds the egos of bloggers whose pages keep getting refreshed and indirectly increasing the page hits.

Melancholy

Melancholy has a way of becoming pervasive, when happy moments seem like wisps of smoke dissolving into thin air.

Significant interactions

Some of my recent significant interactions with my 'significant other':

May 1, 2011 - Book ticket to XXXX
May 5, 2011 - Book ticket from XXXX
May 31, 2011 - Mobile recharge
Jun 26, 2011 - Mobile recharge
Jul 02, 2011 - Visited SO
Jul 10, 2011 - Recd. calls reg. activity of Off1
Jul 10, 2011 - Broadband bill pay.

Happy

I am unbelievably happy, when I realized today that I still have the capacity to feel unbounded love. All thanks to interaction with one chit of a girl.

I still have to wait for a day to confirm that this isn't the manic phase of BPD.

PS: It is confirmed that the earlier observation was made in a state of euphoria (up-phase of BPD). :|