Monday, April 30, 2007

A Revelation on Guilt

I was born guilty - and I am not referring to the original sin.
I was guilty of not doing my duties.
I was guilty of not living upto expectations.
I was feeling unhappy because of my guilt.

Was there anything that I could be happy about?
I like talking to people (would someone call it gossip?)
I like to share thoughts with others and rejoice when I find people who share my thoughts.
There are so many other things that I enjoyed doing.
But all the same, I felt guilty about doing things that I enjoyed,
- because I was not expected to do it.
I was not doing what I was expected to do.

Did God have a purpose for me in this world?
Probably, yes.
Is it to make other people 'Happy' by talking to them?
Again, maybe yes..
Can I honestly say that I am doing that?
Certainly yes.
If I live up to God's expectation, need I feel guilty?
Definitely NO!

Shedding my guilt made me free!
I shall NOT feel Guilty.